As i’m near my place. i parked somewhere and start thinking of her. the pain keeps growing. i braced myself and went home.i can’t find the strength to keep myself up. when i’m at home. i just lay on my bed and reminisce. Trying to smile to everyone to make them feel happy around me.. but deep inside my heart. i longed for her. i missed her. . i’m thinking “will it be like this for days, weeks, months.”? it’s so painful. why did i let her go to Hawaii? ….. ..
at night i just close my eyes, imagining her smile as i fall asleep…. with tears in my eyes.
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