Filler (My New Look)

i've always have long to medium hair cut...

It's my first time to have this kind of hair cut.. hehehehe .. even my baby got surprised..

not bad.. (i guess)

Filler (My baby's bday)

Flowers

NOV 4
…..  my baby’s special day… i wish im with her but we’re miles apart. i know that many people will greet her and love her. she’s friendly yet mataray hahhaaha.

i just want to make her smile always… .. i know someday we will celebrate her birthdays together….. and i know it wont be long…..

Happy bday again to my loving Fiancee… and to baby Porky n Monk Monk

Mini Ref

Iphone case from ...Gucci

Chapter 10 - Pain

As i’m near my place. i parked somewhere  and start thinking of her. the pain keeps growing. i braced myself and went home.i can’t find the strength to keep myself up. when i’m at home. i just lay on my bed and reminisce. Trying to smile to everyone to make them feel happy around me.. but deep inside my heart. i longed for her. i missed her. . i’m thinking “will it be like this for days, weeks, months.”? it’s so painful. why did i let her go to Hawaii? ….. ..

at night i just close my eyes, imagining her smile as i fall asleep…. with tears in my eyes.

Chapter 9 - Soldier's Mask

2005, the year my princess and i become us…    

2007….

We have so many wonderful memories together, going to Club manila east, Enchanted kingdom, malls, food trip, then suddenly, news came…. Her family petition going to HAWAII was approved. So we have to make a decision whether she will go with her family or stay here… i supported her decision. She will come along with her family to Hawaii. I said it’s for the future. i’ll keep on waiting for her here.We will continue our daily routine as if we we’re just one city apart. nothing will change..Text, call, chat, … still the same. …

i stay at her house the night before the flight. we talked about things and i hug her. making her feel so love. i keep on smiling so that i’ll be the source of her strength…… morning came and it’s time to go to the airport…

i hug her for the last time and kiss her. saying that i’ll always love her with a smiling face.

as i see her walk inside the airport. we went home (her dad, some relatives and her friend Tany)..

after staying some time at her home, i decided to went home. I offered Tany to drive her home coz it’s on my way. While im driving. tears start to fall on my cheeks. i bet Tany did’t noticed it. she asked me if im okey and i said. yes… . 

after i drop her off near her place. i drive with full speed……

after some while. i stopped at the side of the street and …. start crying…..

crying so much………. .. so much pain…..